MANY TIMES, WHEN WE FACE TRAUMA, WE CAN BECOME MORE IMMUNE TO PAIN THAN OTHERS. WHEN YOU BEGIN TO FIX YOURSELF THAT PART OF YOU THAT LIVED OFF OF PAIN BECOMES UPSET. WHEN SOMETHING IS HUNGRY/STARVED IT GOES AFTER WHAT IT NEEDS. THAT IS NO DIFFERENT FROM SOMEONE WHO NEEDS SOMETHING THAT THEY ARE ADDICTED TOO. TRYING TO TAKE PAIN/TRAUMA AWAY FROM YOUR LIFE COMPLETELY IS LIKE GOING COLD TURKEY.

THIS IS WHEN AND HOW THE MIND STARTS TO SPIRAL OUT OF CONTROL. WHEN THAT HAPPENS, THIS IS WHEN MOST FEEL LIKE THEY ARE LOSING THEIR MIND IN THE MEANTIME.THINK ABOUT THIS "IF YOU DROWNED IN THE WATER AND YOU GOT THROUGH IT, WILL YOU ALLOW YOURSELF TO KEEP GOING AND LIVE, OR TURN AROUND AND GO BACK INTO THE WATER TO TRY AND SURVIVE AGAIN?" NOW WE HAVE MANY THAT WILL SAY OF COURSE I AM NOT GOING BACK IN THERE. THAT IS BECAUSE YOU CAN PHYSICALLY FEEL AND SEE THE WATER SO THAT WILL BE YOUR NATURAL RESPONSE.

IN LIFE WE CANNOT ALWAYS SEE THE WATER. SO MANY TIMES, WE ARE NOT FULLY AWARE OF WHAT WE CAN NOT FULLY SEE. THIS IS WHERE CONSISTENCY AND DEDICATION PLAYS A MAIN PART. ONCE YOU START WORKING TOWARDS YOURSELF YOUR MIND STARTS TO WORK AGAINST YOU. LIFE IS A CRAZY THING TO LIVE BUT ONCE YOU LEARN THE MAIN KEYS STEPS YOU WILL SEE THE BENEFIT IN EACH ONE.

HOW MANY TIMES WILL YOU CHOOSE TO DROWN BEFORE YOU START TO LIVE?